Henri Nouwen dominated the second stack of books that I found. He was a former priest and professor of religion at Harvard University Divinity School, Yale University Divinity School, and the University of Notre Dame. For several months during the 1970s, Henri Nouwen lived and worked with Trappist monks in the Abbey of the Genesee, and in the early 1980s he lived with the poor in Peru. In 1985 he was called to join L’Arche in Trosly, France, the first of over 100 communities founded by Jean Vanier where people with developmental disabilities live with assistants. A year later Nouwen came to make his home at L’Arche Daybreak near Toronto, Canada. He died suddenly on September 21st, 1996.
Henri’s life and work gave new direction to my research. His was the first quirky hint of joining a great, complex mind dedicated to the formation of the individual within a community, while sharing in common his life and space with those who know no other way than to “do life together.”
In my limited experience with developmentally disabled people in the USA; are they not separated from the big group and given a small group to interact with from a very early age? In my grade school they were placed in a “special” classroom, with a special teacher, some with their personal aide. This small group and one-on-one interaction was something foreign to me, but special attention is always available for special children. If these kids stayed in our school district, then they were likely to be in class with the same 5-10 kids for 12 straight years. Special, deep, confiding relationships developed for them over time that the rest of us knew nothing about. We changed teachers, grades, classrooms, hallways, boyfriends / girlfriends, etc.
Initially, the photographs and portraits of the patients held my attention. I started to sketch them one at a time while reading more about their stories. As my catalogue of sketches grew, so did my research on Cuba, Castro, political prisoners in communist governments, human rights, and the plight of Rene Vallejo’s patients and doctors.
As mentioned above, the photographers’ work at Rene Vallejo Psychiatric Hospital was restricted. I was so excited by the picture portraits, and the way that hospitalizing these individuals worked into my scheme of putting helpless people in communities while letting the rest of the world roam alone and free. But, I was unable to stop here and complete my thoughts. It was impossible to ignore the fact that Broomberg and Chanarin were led around the hospital by a chaperone who feared that the photographers would use the shortcomings of his hospital as political ammunition against the Cuban government. Patients without shoes were not to be photographed — unless another patient with a pair donated them. (There was plenty of shoe swapping.) Every image was examined and approved by the hospital director. Much was out of bounds — like the electro-shock therapy room, which patients reported was in regular use and patients’ dormitories, where privacy was non-existent. Also unacceptable was any mention of the Cuban law of peligrosidad (dangerousness). This law is often used to intern homosexuals and other citizens judged to be “in manifest contradiction with the norms of socialist morality.” There were details Broomberg and Chanarin couldn’t photograph — things they heard but could not capture on film.
At this point, I had unresolved thoughts and problems with my subject. I had the 15 portraits I reproduced in sketch form. I had googled “peligrosidad” a jillion times. I had researched Amnesty International, the Indianapolis Public Library, and the rest of the Internet for something current about Cuba or her psychiatric hospitals. Nothing existed that wasn’t 3-5 years old. Most of my findings were 10-20 years old, or invitations to vacation in Cuba. And I still thought something could be said about the mental state of those found living “in community.”
This is what I am ready to say. In these “communities,” one type of person exists: he/she who has reached a state of mind or faith that requires him/her to leave a solitary life and commit to a common one. In this commitment, whether by thought or deed, or regular medication, the individual is left behind. The individual will be forgotten, refined or recreated in the hands of community.
I am opposed to hospitalizing people because they are gay or have political views contrary to my own. That is a horrible thing to do. However, for these men and women in Cuba who only know life at Rene Vallejo, I have chosen to represent them, using the sketches I made, with the ink prints I collaged over them, and worked back into them with other dry materials. I do not think it is relevant to imagine how they were before Rene Vallejo, or how they might be better off/worse off in other situations. As I have found them, in Broomberg’s and Chanarin’s portraits, they will be kept together in a series and hung in a large frame similar to the picture
I found of the box that daily medication is distributed from at Rene Vallejo. One individual, when asked why he is a resident at Rene Vallejo, answered, “I am here for 1 blue pill and 2 white ones.” I will build this box and paint a washed-out hint of Cuba’s flag on the frame. Each of the portraits will be housed in its own, numbered compartment, separate but adjacent to the others. This is how they lived at Rene Vallejo when I discovered them